|My happy place|

 

Hello friends, I know it's been a while since i posted something but i have a lot of university work lately, since it's exam period! I am dealing with a lot of anxiety recently but this post is not about anxiety, in contrast, it's  about my happy place!

so, my firends...i decided to write something like an "open letter" to some people( close to me or not), in order to justify my points of view.

First thinks first... my happy place? My creation...my small world...the one and only Kyriakoupoli! Let me clerify to you the fact that Kyriakoupoli isn't just a blog. Kyriakoupoli for me is my life...Kyriakoupoli is something i created in order to find my self. A while ago I refused to post to Kyriakoupoli due to some moral questions I troubled myself. I was a little bit upset because i thought that this world that i made, Kyriakoupoli, is something really selfish and maybe annoying for others. Maybe I wasn't helping others with my blog...maybe it was useless..maybe i should give up on it..maybe...maybe..maybe... NO!
 PAUSE...AND BREATHE.
I was wrong...and I will be wrong whenever i will feel the same and have doubts about Kyriakoupoli!
Kyriakoupoli is not a BLOG...Kyriakoupoli is MY happy place...is something personal which i started in order to have a meaning in my life...in order to feel useful..in order to try something new... and i did it! I was HAPPY when i created it! I was feeling complete then because i have created something on my own , something a 100% mine...something which I won't let others tell me how to do it...something which gave me the FREEDOM to express my self, as, afterall, that's the meaning ...to express yourself!

One year ago I had the prevelege to meet new people and make new friends...when i told them about my blog,or better, my creation, they showed interest...they visited the blog...and then started questioning me "why are you doing all this stuff???"
                       
   "why do you spent all this money on advertisment gifts and posters and t-shirts?"
                     
   " are you at least gain some money from this???"
                          
 "Why do you write about this kind of info...nobody cares..."
                      
     "why do you write soooo long stories..?nobody is reading them"
                        
   "you are waisting your time!"
                      
    "Here let me show you how to be succesful"
                        
  "Here let me show you how to earn some money from this blog"

NO NO NO NO !!!!
My heart broke... I felt like i was giving up on my moral compass...I felt like I was becoming someone else...NO..that wasn't freedom...that was excactly the opposite... Kyriakoupoli was screaming nd asking for my help....People tried to destroy my dream, not because  they were mean or something...only because they didn't understand...they didn't catch the deeper meaning of all this...they didn't care...
 I am not mad, I am just sad...I am sad because for 2 whole years I didn't support my dream, I didn't support my self!
BUT THAT'S THE END OF THIS SLAVERY! I am eventually free again. I fell but I am standing up again ready to procceed my dream...ready to find my HAPPY PLACE again!

  I hope you read this...but if you are tooo lazy to do that, that's ok... i felt better writting this :) ;)


so what are you waiting little friend of mine? Go!! Visit some of the pages you like and enjoy yoursef!

see ya

|[K]|


HAHAHA..yeah i felt excaclty like Tyler...and I followed his advice ;) I am not staying in that lane